Miserable

Friday, David and I went and got our flu shots... my arm was hurting up until last night/this morning.  David's arm was bothering him as well over the weekend.

So, Friday night Mr. Smith couldn't join us as he was doing homework so David's brother, Stephen, came over.  Around 9 or so he asked if we cared if Ethan came over.  Now, this is weird because people don't COME to our house.  We have a very small inner circle consisting of us, Stephen Smith, sometimes Stephen G., occasionally Lisa (David's sister) but that's really it.  I don't like people in my house.  So Stephen asked if it was ok, I said yeah, whatever.  So then our group had an extra person.

Issues!!

I am having issues with the layout of my blog... please excuse us while we try to fix this problem.  My side bar is showing at the bottom... if anyone knows how to FIX this..plz lemme know!

Edit:  I didn't "fix" it..but I at least made it viewable.  

I'm losing my mind...cont'd

I was doing somewhat better with being irritable all the time and yelling and throwing temper tantrums, but in the past couple of months the psycho has been creeping back in. It hits me at weird times. This past week I was going through the monthly hormonal flux and I have been completely psycho. I know I have, but I can't control it. It isn't all the time, it just HAPPENS.

I'm losing my mind... for real this time.

I know I often say that I am losing my mind or going crazy or whatever when I am not feeling well or am stressed. But lately I have literally been losing my mind. My cognitive function is HORRIBLE lately. My pdoc switched me off my zoloft and on to wellbutrin SR because she was concerned that the zoloft wasn't treating my depression effectively. I messed the switch up a little bit because I started tapering off the zoloft but didn't start the wellbutrin for a week later after I felt like crap and realized that I was supposed to up the wellbutrin as I was downing the zoloft.

Stolen from Crys's LJ

pick 25 words describing what you ARE
and 25 words describing what you AREN'T,
and another 10 describing what you wish you WERE.
post this, and see who agrees,
and who disagrees!