haha ahha haah!

My horoscope for today: An email from an ex or long lost friend might be tempting you to reconnect and start things up again, but don't do it! You need to let people from your past stay in your past -- at least for now. Too much is going too well for you to toss something like rejuvenating a new relationship into the mix. It could trigger someone's jealousy or resentment, and you will be inviting drama that simply isn't necessary. Stick with the people you are currently in sync with.



Yeah, think I might listen.

I am Real?

So often, I have something to say but the words get in the way of my brain and my brain gets in the way of my mouth. Instead what I meant to say comes out as me being selfish and uncaring. Or maybe caring too much about stuff that doesn't matter and isn't going to help me get better. I am struggling. I am struggling to see that in the end everything will be OK. Because I don't know if it will.

Am i anti-social? NO I just don't like u

We've lived in the same house for years with the same neighbors and the only ones I know by name are the ones that I know I don't like. The only reason I know them is because they are the only ones nosy enough to have come over when we have been outside. They are the reason we don't go outside anymore.