1.30.2008

Home Again

I moved back in with David last night. I decided a week ago that I was ready to move back, but I still wanted the time to pass before I did it. We have been having some good talks and dealing with our issues instead of pretending like they don't affect both of us and what they mean to our relationship. David came to the realization that a lot of where we are now is his fault. I don't like to say that because it sounds like I am blaming him, we are both at fault. He is at fault for emotionally abadoning me, and I am at fault for not telling him that's how I felt, and found someone else to be there for me where I didn't trust David to be. Everything has been about trust. I stopped trusting David 6 months into our relationship because he betrayed me. But I still loved him and wanted to be with him.