Stolen from Crys's LJ

pick 25 words describing what you ARE
and 25 words describing what you AREN'T,
and another 10 describing what you wish you WERE.
post this, and see who agrees,
and who disagrees!
i am:

1. moody
2. bossy
3. selfish
4. lazy
5. fat
6. avoidant
7. argumentative
8. drama queen
9. a walking contradiction
10. a good cook when i want to cook
11. selectively OCD
12. dirty minded
13. sarcastic
14. aloof
15. inconsistent
16. unreliable
17. messy
18. mentally ill
19. lost
20. obsessive
21. chaotic
22. emotional - David's input
23. Ang says beautiful
24. an emotional eater
25. (mom close ur eyes) David says good in the 'sack' BCBW!!
26. medicated

i am not:

1. Skinny
2. stable
3. a neat freak
4. jealous much
5. a good housewife
6. a good employee
7. reliable
8. innocent
9. sweet
10. a good friend
11. good at keeping in contact
12. good at finishing what i start
13. complete
14. ok
15. alright
16. ready to go
17. skinny
18. working

i wish i was:

financially stable, able to take care of myself all the time without help, more tolerant of and more attentive to my daughter, less anxious, less unstable, more reliable, less moody, less medicated and being ok without the meds, the person my psychiatrist medicates me to be.