chaos

that's where my brain is. constant state of changedness. I had a dream about you and it scared me to death. just can't figure out which you it was. I know this make no sense to anyone.

marriage

Last year I think most of my best friends either got married or as close to marriage as they're going to get in this state (because they're gay) and I almost got divorced after almost five years of marriage. how's that for ironic?