Seperation

Well, I moved out of my house this past Thursday. Am staying with a friend and her husband. It is working well so far, they are great people. Taking a break has done wonders so far. David and I are continuing counseling and we are dealing with some of the issues that brought us to this point. I wish it wasn't so hard, but if it were easy I wouldn't trust it. He understands a little better which is a blessing. I just need space,and time. Time to search for what it is I feel like I am searching for. I don't even know what it is. I'm hoping that this break will enable both of us to see what is missing from our relationship and fix it, or at least improve upon it gradually. I can settle for that. I hate feeling so lost all the time. And I hate feeling like if I don't do it, it won't get done. It's just too much.