More info on my cancer if anyone wants answers...like I do.

I'm going to try to keep everyone updated on here. I have too many friends/family member spread all over the place and I am just too stressed out right now to keep in touch with everyone personally. I'm being selfish, but I hope that you all will forgive me. I have found some wonderful websites that have a lot of information about Carcinoid Syndrome and carcinoid tumors.

I have cancer

I have carcinoid syndrome. which is a really rare syndrome caused by a really rare carcinoid tumor in the gastrointestinal tract. cancer. i. have. cancer.

they wrote this song for me. ha. j/k

Headfirst Slide Into Cooperstown On A Bad Bet

This is ME.

ENFP

Extraverted iNtuitive Feeling Perceiving

ENFPs are initiators of change, keenly perceptive of possibilities. They energize and stimulate others through their contagious enthusiasm. They prefer the start-up phase of a project or relationship, and are tireless in the pursuit of new-found interests. ENFPs are able to anticipate the needs of others and to offer them needed help and appreciation. They bring zest, joy, liveliness, and a zany sense of fun to all aspects of their lives. They are at their best in situations that are fluid and changing, and that allow them to express their creativity and use their charisma. They tend to idealize people, and can be disappointed when reality fails to fulfill their expectations. They are easily frustrated if a project requires a great deal of follow-up or attention to detail.

This is how I feel right now *in this moment*

"Slow Dancing In A Burning Room"